M.a.A.F

salam..

entri kali ni adalah berkaitan dengan maaf.......

maaf or sorry...

senang or susah nak mintak maaf or say sorry???
mungkin ada yg mudah melafazkannya, dan ada juga yang memang sukar nk melafazkannya..

WHY??? sebab stp manusia adalah berbeza dan sebagai manusia kita perlu faham perbezaan indidvidu itu...

SO???

adakah kita perlu minta maaf pada org lain ats kesalahan yg kita tak buat???
or mintak jek maaf utk menyejukkan keadaan or lebih tepat menamatkan konflik or senang cerita nk pujuk org...

ERM......

Memaafkan itu kemulian tidak memaafkan itu kehinaan..i admit this sentence but
i think...
sometimes i'm become so tired to forgive or give forgiveness because i dont think i am the 'pesalah' in that problems...am i 'egois'???...erm....

bila dh banyak kali kita menjadi 'pesalah' yg tak ada 'salah' kita akan jdi malas nk memaafkan or mintak maaf dah kan..we will become TIRED...

FORGIVE, FORGET, FORGIVE AND FORGET..Which one i want to choose??

sincerely, i want to forgive him but sometimes i dont think so...erm..
why, because dh byk kali dia buat..hahhaha...

just in my mind, i can't forget what he do to me...what he had do to me its so make me 'giler' for a weeks..he make me so 'malu' and he make like ' siti atiqah dh takde hati dan perasaan'..

to him; i do not know why u always want to blame me if there's a problems..u always want to find my mistakes but u never see why it happens..u just know to angry and do what u like and sometimes u make me as ur 'Hamba', WAJIB membuat apa shj tanpa perkataan 'NO' or 'TAK NAK', or if I say like that u will say ' ENGKAR ARAHAN'...

BUT....

Now, i think i want to forgive him but not forget what he was do to us....

i PROMISE to myself, this night i will forgive him and accept everything he do to me and to my......

But,for now and future, i will 'berhati- hati' and i will stop to do a jobs without the permission from him...


..thanks to puan Kam ats nasihat yg diberikan ...

'IKUT KATA KETUA DAN HORMAT KETUA WALAUPUN AWAK TAK SUKA SEBAB KALAU BUKAN PEKERJA YANG HORMAT KETUA, SAPA LAGI NAK HORMAT...

SO, lastly, I FORGIVE HIM...

FORGIVE BUT NOT FORGET TO MAKE ME READY ANYTHING HAPPENS IN MY FUTURE'S LIFE....=)
THANK FOR THE BEST EXPERIENCE WORKING WITH U....=)

SINCERELY:

SITI ATIQAH BINTI ALI aka
MUSTIKA ALEYA...

=)

...smile and be cool....